Waiting Agony

Are you excited yet for this? You bet I am!

In the mean time, check out this site to ease your pain of waiting.



Here comes the real wedding of the year! wait, or was it wedding of century? lol!

Article

Interesting article in The Star newspaper today has articulately said what i felt about moderation and peace loving in Islam teaching.

' Authentic orthodox Islam is inclusive, deep, beautiful and wisdom based, and it's about time moderate Muslims reclaimed their religion from the extremists whose narrow and violent version has created a mountain of suspicion, fear and hatred ' - Imam Feisal Abdul Rauf

For whole article, please go 
here

Where Were You?

Today, 10 years ago. A monumental event happened that has changed the world we live. Since I was born, I was taught that Islam means peace and to be good to your family, neighbours and friends even if they are not muslim. We learnt to respect others and to live side by side in harmony. Is it too much grandiose idea? No,it wasnt. At least,that's what I've experienced growing up (and until today), in my lovely country, Malaysia. However,I'm not that naive not to noticed or aware of some school of thoughts and islamic sects in other parts of Islamic world that are going to the extreme in their quest of fighting infidels and in name of jihad. But, when you choose and resort to violence, war and terrorist acts, does it solve any issues or indifferences that you have? What about the lives of innocent peoples? Are they just collateral? My heart goes to families of perished victims, irregardless of their beliefs and religions. I hope there are people who believe that we DO can live side by side in harmony,in this world. Peace y'all.

Eid Mubarak!

I think it's still not too late to wish all muslim friends Eid Mubarak or Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Have a good holidays esp those in Malaysia cause it's a week long break. Plus Malaysia' Independence Day on August 31st as well. So yeah,

Happy 54th Independence Day to all Malaysian!

p/s: I'm dreading the drive back to city this weekend. bracing for traffic jam. Yikes!

Hello

Hello Blog,
I apologize for neglecting you for quite sometimes. It is not my intention though. Oh well! Life is all in its usual humdrums and time keeps ticking away. At times, I do feel a bit overwhelmed with what life has thrown to me. Be it good or bad, I’m telling myself to think and take things positively. What’s the use of crying, bawling my eyes out and feeling sorry over some problems on hand? I rather trying to keep calm and be collected. That way, I can think clearer sans being too emotional. And most of all, I pray and ask for Allah’s mercy and forgiveness. There are few major things are happening now but I just don’t feel like writing about it yet. Soon, I’ll let the cat out of the bag, so to speak.

It is already halfway through the month of Ramadan and I wish you well and may all of us be blessed by Allah for our ibadah performed during this holy month. Insyaallah..

self potrait *Chuping,Perlis

Listen : Take over - Miz Nina ft Florida

Ramadhan is here

Welcome Ramadhan Kareem.
A very good month and hopefully all of us will be blessed by Almighty Allah swt. Insyaallah.

Andai itu takdirnya

I read this Malay novel and cried my hearts out. I was practically bawling. Can't stop wiping my runny nose and teary eyes while trying to finish off the story. Damn good book. One of the most sad story I've encountered. Of recent years, I'd only started to borrowed and read my sister's malay novels. She has a huge collection of it. But seriously, this is one good sappy love story that I've enjoyed. No suprise there, after all I am a sentimental at heart.

And this song was mentioned as favourite of Aleya (the heroin, main character in the story) which akin to her heart-wrenching and suffering experience. Sob sob *finding tissue now *

Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

HP7 is finally here

Listen up All Muggles! This is it, y'all!

Be ready for the ultimate end of the journey. I'm beyond excited. To think back when I was introduced and read the first book, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer Stone many many years ago. I still remember that I would stop at Kinokuniya after work and flipped through the pages and then left a ticket stub (instead of earmarking the pages!) and come back again the next day to continue reading it for free. I know, what a cheapskate i was! haha

And suffice to say that I'm a loyal follower ever since and never tired of reading the rest of books in the series (my personal favourite is Prisoner of Azkaban) and enjoyed all HP movies very much. It's kinda sad that now we've reach the end of story with the release of Harry Potter and Deathly Hallow pt 2 movie but nevertheless, it was a helluva great broom ride! Long live The Order of Phoenix!!

p/s: ok, I'm off to book the ticket for the show. Will update y'all once I watched the film.

Fall of Giants

Yesterday I've finished reading the latest book by one of my favourite Author, Ken Follett titled 'Fall of Giants'.

I'm so excited and overwhelmed. Although, it took me about 2 weeks to finish it, which is waaay much slower to my own liking, but I have to consider and remember that I need to get enough sleep since I was on a hectic work trip at that time and thus, only allowed myself about 30 minutes prior to bed time to read the book. Nevertheless, the story rocks! If you're a fan of Mr. Follett , don't forget to go get the book & read it, well, that is if you have not yet done so.

According to Fantasticfiction.co.uk , the book is the first novel in The Century Trilogy, it follows the fates of five interrelated families-American, German, Russian, English, and Welsh-as they move through the world-shaking dramas of the First World War, the Russian Revolution, and the struggle for women's suffrage.

Can't wait for the book 2 & 3 of this Series. I'm such a sucker for trilogy or series thingy. It's tricky how the writer could keep the momentum of the stories and gave enough suprises one after another in the storyline. How excited!

Temporary Discomfort

I am proud to be born as a girl. I cherish the fact that I'm a woman. It comes with its many advantages and perks. Having said that, what about the downside of it?

Owh man, this monthly menstrual period & its accompanying stomach cramps really do hurt! Hadoii!!

Listen : Got to go - Najwa Mahiaddin

I'm coming home

Owh, this worktrip has started taking its toll on me. I feel so tired and can't wait to go back home tommorow! Everywhere I look, I see this..thousands acres of green paddy fields. Yep, I'm at Alor Star, Kedah

Pic belong to absyarphotographers.wordpress.com

Listen : Rolling in the deep - Adele

On the road again

I'm here at Prai. Penang. Work trip, as usual. Have a nice day, y'all.

Jar of hearts

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time
[Chorus]
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Moving On

I’m collecting the shards of my broken hearts
I’m keeping the leftovers of warmth and affection to myself
I’m taking back all the promises I made
I’ll take this episode as remembrance and a lesson learnt

Go away and be merry with your life
In time, I’ll be fine
And I’m sure to find my happiness again.

Listen : King of Anything - Sara Bareillis

My weekend of nothing

I spent the weekend by doing nothing much. except for re-reading few sad & sappy love novels and cried my heart out. I know, I'm an idiot like that. I'm sure you had far more productive weekend than me.

But anyway, Happy Monday y'all! *hand on heart, eyes rolled up *

Listen: Don't you wanna stay - Jason Aldean & Kelly Clarkson

Total Eclipse..of my heart

Huh,there was an eclipse yesterday? I didnt read the news earlier, if not I could have witness it myself. Nevertheless, read more here.

And that's my friend, reminds me of this one of favourite song of all time! (esp. during karaoke time haha!)

Stay healthy

So many friends got sick recently. sigh

Let's try to take care of ourselves by consuming a balance diet all the time ok, so what constitute as a balance diet? The main food that should be included in your diet are like carbs (rice, bread, pasta etc), poultry, meat, seafood, dairy products (milk, cheese, yogurt etc), Vegetables & fruits. Like shown in the pyramid below :-

Ideally, that would be a truly balance diet when you had consumed variety and different kinds of foods. Which later, would be digested and provide much needed energy, vitamins etc by our body. But most of the time, it's easier said than done. Of course, different people have different preference, favourites and must-have food that they love. However, I believe in moderation and try to control the food intake (esp with sugar). I love vegetables & fruits, though. And don't mind eating them at every meal time.

And oh! above anything else, drink plentiful of plain water at all time. You know your body needed it very much.

Listen : Penakut - Yuna

TGIF

Plan for Saturday : -


1.Sleep-in the whole morning.
2. Wake up and start spring cleaning the apartment.
3. Take a nap (due to feeling tired after all the scrubbing, mopping & sweeping)
4. Catch up on TV programmes/blogs that I missed during the week. Bliss!

so what's your weekend going to be like?

Listen: Jars of heart - Christina Perry

New nephew

This is Hafizal Adama who had arrived couple weeks ago. Another addition to stable of my nephews and nieces. Love them all!

Price Tag

Another nice song to enjoy. price Tag by Jessie J ft. B.o.B

Perfect

Argghh..I can't get this song outta my mind! so lets sing along. All together now..

"F*ckin' Perfect"

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good'
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead.

So complicated,
Look happy, You'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
(ohh ohhhhhhh)

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line and we try try try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?

Pretty, pretty, pretty

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing than you're fucking perfect to me
(you're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me



Btw, today is the starting of 2nd half of the year. June 1st already??!Aiyohh..

Do you do Pink?

Pink, or her real name Alecia Beth Moore is a talented song writer, producer, singer and unique performer. Her videos are usually entertaining but at same time, loaded with messages that she's conveying through her songs. These are among my favourites.







And most current one that's been playing in my head continously..



so do you like Pink? read more about her here

Més que un club

FC Barcelona won!!

They outclassed Manchester United 3-1 during final of 2011 UEFA Champions League last weekend. What an entertaining match. I love both team dearly, although finger crossed, I hope ManUtd would win, alas not the case that day. Anyhow, I'm also happy that Barca won the cup. They truly deserved it!

To Manchester United fans, nothing to be ashamed of. We're far better than some clubs who only knows how to spend, talk and so afraid to walk alone so they need a whole gang to walk together, but unfortunately they ain't going nowhere, eh.

Yieehawww!

Boo yah! Scotty Mccreery won the American Idol finale!! I'm so freaking happy. He's been my favourite since the beginning and I'm head over heel with his composed and super cool personality. And oh! his voice. Man, his low & sexy voice is a killer, especially when he is singing country songs. Just perfect. I kinda digging the runner up, Lauren Alaina too. She's sweet and talented and I'm sure her upcoming records will be selling well too!

Read more about Scotty here , here and here

Life as it is..

“For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, or a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.” - Alfred D Souza

Sad but true.

Listen : Play On - Carrie Underwood

Deko Bersama..

Today was mundane. Bound to be ordinary. Until I went for a tea talk session and got to meet and listen to one of Malaysia's very own celebrity interior designer..

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Supprrriiiseeeee!!

Eric Leong is one freaking funny guy! seriously entertaining and engaging the audience's attention. He shared 8 steps how to revamp and transform any room in your house and some ideas on colour therapy to release tension or stress. Very insightful, indeed.

Nur Kasih

Sometime last year in 2010, a tv series titled Nur Kasih literally blew the small screen in Malaysia and became such a big hit in a lot of household. Obviously, the next step for the production team is to churn out the movie based on its popularity. But then, after I went to watch the film recently, I was left a bit frustrated. Admittedly, the main characters were good and in certain scenes they were almost excellent. They feel real to me and it was good to see Adam, Aidil & Nur Amina in action again. But the storyline? honestly, nothing much to shout about. It feels like the writer tried to crammed as much bits and pieces to make the storyline plausible without clear flow of what was they trying to convey. Oh well, there are some good bits in the film like, how you would fight and do everything you can for the person you love. But, some sub-plot were given too much time like, realistically, how many man would go back to the scene of train wreck in the desert and try to find their wife's lost wedding ring there? I suppose, as compared to watching the tv series every week; the series felf more crisp, less-nonsense and the suspense gave much stronger impact to viewer. Even when they only run for much shorter (1 hr/week), but each week you were left wanting more. And in the series, there were many additional characters whom had gave impact to the story and also shaped the main characters to what became of them in the end (Remember Sarah? Nur Amina's spoilt & wicked little sister). Where as, the movie was basically revolved around the 3 main characters (4, if you count their mother). And beside their good acting, you were left wondering, is that all the story is about?

However, don't let my opinion stopping you from going to watch Nur Kasih the movie. For all i know, you might disagree with all i said above. But, nothing makes me happier knowing you can now can sleep better after had your dose of that Malay hunk actor; Remy Ishak.

Listen : Nur Kasih OST - Tiz Zaqyah & Yassin

Beach house

I want to go to the beach. It's been so long since my last visit to the seasides. I'm missing the breezes, ocean smell and the sounds of waves. But fret not, we still can feast our eyes with some beautiful images of this beach house and its wonderful interior and styles. Ahhh!..what a dream house.

Gorgeous pics from here

Listen : Rocket - Yuna

Guilty Pleasure

I'm planning to run out of the office on time today. Wanna beat the traffic jam and be home by 6 pm. It's performance day of top 3 of American Idol y'all!
I'm crazy like that. yeah, i know.

Go Scotty!

Flower Part I - Lily

The type of lilies that I love specifically is the one in the picture below. And I haven't finish browsing through the net to find out what kind of Lily exactly is that & what are they called. I've been told that it is Tiger Lily, but some said it's not. I'm sure it's from same Lilies family, but I'm not sure of its variety yet. But nevertheless, that's the kind I love most!

It always been my favourite flower of all time. I do love other kind of flowers too, but this is wee bit more special to me.With its very unique pattern and bold looks; in full blooms they are very charming and smells nice too. Alas, it is a matter of personal preference. For all i know, you despise and hate them. Who cares?

What's your favourite flower?

Nice picture from here

Weather rant

Seriously, it's now getting into 2nd week without rain. at all. And it was hot like hell! (or probably less hotter, but how should i know,eh?)
I whined when it was raining all the time, and now I whine when it was hot. What do i want? what??

pic from Google

On a separate random note, I think a long distance relationship really suck! Hate it.

P.S : I posted this in the morning and by noon time, It's finally raining. Thank god!

Listen : Grenade - Bruno Mars

Ye Devil!

Wowweee!!! Pheww! *wiping perspiration off my forehead*

Red Devil won the crucial game last night! I was so nervous (as if!) and almost on the verge to start biting my nails (again) while watching ManUtd beating Chelsea to remain ahead with 6 points advantage. At this point in the League run and when it's matter most, Red Devil prevailed and proved that they are the best! I hope they'll do well in the next 2 games against Blackburn (May 14th) and Blackpool (May 22nd). Seriously, that should be easy peasy for them, alas, cockiness aside, anything could happen, eh?

Chicharito Hernandez & Nemanja Vidic are the goal scorer. But Hernandez's was in 36th seconds into the match was brilliant!

Winning the season's League title is always fantastic. It is almost what everybody expecting them to do. But, a chance to win 2 Cups (League Title AND European Champion's League) in one season, now that's something superbly awesome!! Not that it's never unheard of, ManUtd even has had done a Treble (League, Champion League & FA Cup) in season 98-99. It was the highest high and the exhilarating lasts for many-many years afterwards.

This time around, another double is our sight. Manchester United is already in final of Champion's League and will meet Barcelona FC (on May 28th). I don't know what to make of that yet, cause I love Barca too!! Yikes!

Listen : Coming Home - Diddy ft. Skylar Grey

Oh sun,where are thou?

Gushing wind blown.
and a thunderstorm beckon.
When the rain washed away the black dark sky..
off with the gloomy downpour like stones thrown from above..
Some hit on our battered heart..
Some rattled away and ignored by those who is waiting..
Of that bright sun to come out again.

Ye,it's raining today here @ shah alam.

Sent from my Nokia phone

Boleh bah kalau kau..

Am starting to miss this place ~ kota kinabalu!

Sent from my Nokia phone

Well,hello monday!!

There goes my weekend.It was fun,while it last. And cheers to another week ahead!

Sent from my Nokia phone

Land Below The Wind

It's Monday, of another week.

I am at Kota Kinabalu. Capital City of Sabah State. Located on Borneo island. Or the other name or moniker for Sabah is 'The land below the wind'.

That's quite funny, all land are below the wind lah. Wind blows above ground right? then how come they call Sabah - Land below the wind? I'm not sure. And I don't really care.

This is the second week that I was away from home. It's getting mundane & a tiny wee bit homesick is already kicking in. The only thing that I'm looking forward to for next few days is spending good times with bunch of (crazy) officemates - hanging out after office hours with my friends and bitching about our bosses. Haha!

Last Saturday, was pure hell. Whole department has practically gathered here (bosses included) and we had sports' friendly matches. Due to lower number of us girls, I have to played PingPong, Badminton and later in the afternoon, futsal too. What a crap I am! I was soo out of stamina and breathing like a tired dog in no time! my skills are nothing to shout about and basically, I was sucks.Big time. But hey! luckily, it was just friendlies, and most of us have not been in sports attire for many months (if not years!)

Moral of the story, go back and start work out, chah! exercise and better yet, hit the gym. Oh, I know, there's one gym located about 300 metres from my cubicle at office. perhaps, I could climb up the Mount Kinabalu, one day?

Pic credit from internet

Listen : Forget you - Cee Lo

Home away from home

I have lotsa works to do & report to finish off. But I'm so freaking sleepy. You see, that comfy bed is calling my name! huwaa..

I.Must.be.strong!

Listen : Just A Dream - Nelly

On the road again

Memories could bring tears to your eyes, y'know. It hit you back and suddenly you remember almost clearly as yesterday of what had happened few years back. Especially when you visit and be again at a place where you've been before. You're reminded of that moments, the people you're with and things you did. But now, all that left are memories in your head. Currently, I'm at Kuching and being here reminds me of many people that I actually kinda missed but didn't realized, until I'm here and see the familiar places we've been to. Weird? or not.

Grand Margherita Hotel from Kg Gersik. View from across the Kuching Waterfront.

Listen: Grenade - Bruno Mars

Designated Driver

Hello all.

How was your weekend? its already Wednesday and here I am, asking about your last weekend? haha. Don't get me wrong. It's just that I'm still getting out the kinks from my sore joints and tired bones. I spent last weekend driving around for about 500++ KM in total. It was pure hell and i'm damn tired of long distance driving. had enough of it to last me for few months (or years). All because of them..

Listen : The time of my life (Dirty Beat) - Black Eye Peas

Another year..

Hola! Que tal?

Birthday keeps appearing so fast nowadays, y'all. It seems only few months ago when I celebrated one and tadaaa!! Today marking another year that has passed by. I’m overwhelmed with all the well wishes and prayers coming my way. Be it from family, friends and acquaintances all over the place. Even without presents, I’m overjoyed with their thoughts and the fact that they remember. If anything, I’m sure it’s the reminder on Facebook that does the job, but hey! One will actually have to do some clicking and typing at least, so it’s the effort that counts. Thanks people!
Owh, I know what I’m wishing for my birthday all right. But somehow, if they didn’t materialize or not happening according to my plan or wishes; then, its fine. I’ll work harder for it. But most of all, I’m thankful and feeling much gratitude to Allah swt for this life, health and chance to live another day. I’m not a rocket scientist or famous politician (not yet, anyway! haha) but I hope that by being a daughter, sister, girlfriend, work colleague, friend or mere an acquaintance to you, I do have given some (if not much) impact and made my mark in the life of people that matters to me.

I am far from perfect, though. Weaknesses, quirks and bad habits of mine are countless! Haha. But I’m trying my best. I think, there’s no stopping to strive for betterment and it’s not as if you’re looking to achieve no.1 spot in everything in this life. That will be boring; I mean, if you told yourself that you had arrived. Then what? Why so dead set trying to achieve so-called certain standards in life? Whose standard, anyway? I rather be imperfect and happy knowing that I still have so many things to improve and achieve in my life. Like that famous saying, ‘Change is the only constant thing in life’. Besides, I think being 34 is not so bad, eh?

My biggest birthday present last year turned 1 year old today!! Happy Birthday to Nadine Safiya, my god daughter who shared this special day with me. Mak Chah love you long time, Dutchess!


And this year biggest birthday present?? Of course la when my Brother got married and I got a new sister in law!

Listen : Secret - One Republic... and countless ' Happy Birthday' song :P

Nope, I'm not losing you..

My little/baby/kid brother got married today. Apparently, he’s not a baby anymore now. Jai was born 5 years after me. As the youngest and the last of siblings he was spoilt rotten by everybody in the family. We are so close since we’re small and we shared so many things between us. I always feel like he is one of my best friends. He is someone that I can talk to and share about stuff. He listened, he got my points when I’m talking and as far as I’m concern, his opinion counts to me, and vice versa. He is, without doubt, the brainiest and smartest in the family. He scored much more excellent result in SPM examination (as compared to mine! Haha) and got accepted for A-level program and then to pursue his degree in Germany. After spent almost 7 years in Germany, he was back for good last year. Even though we were apart for many years, we did keep in touch and communicate as much possible over that period. He never changed. He is the same person I’ve known all my life. And when he’s here, if feels cool to just hang out with my all-grown-up brother and chill out together. He told me his secrets (stuff he doesn’t want our parents knows) and I do the same, all the time. He is my confidante. The secret keeper and staunch supporter too. I don’t feel like I’m losing him at all. If anything, I think we’ve grown much closer now. Although I feel bad and a bit guilty for not able to make it to his Nikah event today, we’re going to meet and rock his reception this Saturday. And although he got married earlier than me, he ‘gave’ me a younger sister that I never have! And I’m overjoyed. To Ada, Congratulation and welcome to the family.

Jai, I don't have any shred of doubt that you’ll be a great husband and father. I love you, Bro!

Mak and her beloved youngest boy!

Listen : Marry You - Bruno Mars